[Tough interview session 😟] ♥, Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Recently i received a call from the hunter agent.the hunter agent is the company that help their client to find employees.Niijessh,the consultant of the hunter agency,offered me a job at NOL with the position of fixed asset analyst.
At the beginning I was like "what?what the hell is that?".after he explained to me,roughly understand that's related to account.i think that mayb that is an opportunity for me to try,so I promised him I'll attend the interview on Monday.
Who knows....
I reached thr before 10am in the morning.honestly,I prepared nothing for this interview.
When I reach their doorstep,I call the person in charge which is Jessica.the name Jessica sounds to me, young lady,friendly.in fact,the one who called Jessica is a fat Indian woman,looks fierce,unfriendly.at the beginning,I thought she will be the one who interview me.who knows,there are another 2 woman entered to the conference room.
At starts,Jessica took out 2 paper for me to do.yes!!that's called TEST.in my mind,I thought that will be an easy questions.
Who knows....
My first respond when I read that question,I was like ...... What the hell is that?!omg!!that just too tough for me.T^T
One of the test is related to fixed asset,another one is bank reconciliation.
I got no idea how to answer.therefore, I just simply write whatever I studied when college time.
After I done the test,Jessica ask me go to the conference room.well,torturous session is begins.
First time having a hard time with 3 person interview me.how panic,nervous is me.can u imagine it?
Feels ashamed with my first interview at NOL. Both of them keep asking me a lot of question, some i really got no idea how to answer.first time I feels so uncomfortable,panic,fears etc.i feels like escape at that moment,but I know I can't.i wish somebody will come and save me.i feels helpless.
Even though I didn't plan to work there.honestly,they do really scare me and left me interview phobia.i just so afraid of that.do I really that useless people?!upset.😥
I heard both of my friend are doing well with their interview session and successfully been employed under audit firm.i happy for them but at the same time I feel ashamed for myself that i am so useless.
"Failure always is the head start of successful"-quote I use it to consoled myself and for motivation purpose.good luck to myself for the next interview.
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