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[lasalle skul sport day] ♥, Thursday, April 30, 2009

can u c whr is soo??

whr is nazreen??

they waiting 4 their acara

chein yee wt azim

my lovely gang

4 times 100 runner

although i din get any prize

but im still proud 2 my fren

can u guy c us???at the middle thr

all look at the runner,

dunno gt ppl curi-curi take their photo

my fren chein yee gt a medal

jus can c out back

ping mun n me help teacher gv medal 2 the winner

chein yee wt yean ling

hwee cheen n hui yan

can u guy c the back gt a "gila" thr???

like crazy guy disturbing ppl take pic

our f6 chinese guy gang

all like blur blur de

sitting thr waiting

help teacher manage the medal

get ready 2 gv 2 the winner

they look at the runner run,

like so excited

chein yee wt jian yip

lai wt mun

the winner chein yee get a medal 4 lompat tinggi

1st prize

so proud with my fren

waiting 4 getting the medal

chein yee so kacao

he thk wanna kacao teacher n put the hand on the other side

pn chin at the other side

like couple but not a couple

on tat time,

mun told me

if let pn teoh saw it

sure will scold again

wakakaka

wat r u doing thr??

wat u guy wanna play

go back home oni play la

public places leh!!!!

let ppl c it,no good de

gay佬啊~~

im vy lazy 2 wrote anythg

im jus wrote at below the pic

then can save my time

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5:23 AM

[exam hall is my funeral~~T.T] ♥, Saturday, April 25, 2009

muet workbook

fake smile on my face

all the essay throw everywhr
`>.<` how messy my table is~~~

muet,muet n muet

equal to

cham,cham,cham

always wanna thk bout it

hope can get band 3
but it is difficult 2 me

1st exam is reading
unexpected it is TOUGH

from the 1st page ad dun understand
i totally dunno wat the paragraph talking about

when the 2nd paper

i was fully confident i can wrote better 2 get mark from it

who noes....

haiz~~~~

nw my feeling who oso dunno
"i walk in the rain because no ppl noe im crying nw"

this is dinah wrote in the msn personal msg

jus right 2 used it 2 described my mood nw

but still gt 1 ppl pity than me tat is hui san

she totally wrote the wrong essay in her examination

she wrote wat teacher taught

but teacher taught tat 1 is bout another story,another title

i thk both of us r hardly can pass in tis exam

but till nw i still hope tat i can pass it n no nid take again

waste time,waste energy,waste money

i spent more in reading all the essay which teacher gave

even woke up early 2 study

i woke up bout 4.30am

felt slpy but still thk bout the exam

n i trying 2 tell my own

"dun slp,pass ad then ur energy,time n money r nt wasted"

its is really make me felt sad

I DONT WANT 2 B THE UNFORETUNELY PERSON

after muet exam,

still wanna attended tuition class

damn tired~~~~~~~~~~

when i go out from my skul

oni realise my bottle r nt with me

i really really "dai tao ha"

i lost my lovely bottle"100 plus"

tuition class bout 3 hours

tired,slpy

whole body like no energy supporting me

jus like fainting

haiz~~~~

long time nv get this kind of feel ad

its nt really suitable 2 me

still hav 2 wish myself

GOOD LUCK 2 YOU~~"lailai"

hope tat u can get band 3

walaoehhhhhh~~~~

like a crazy ppl wish her own

haiz~~~~

oso

hope all my fren support me 2 get back my confident

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6:51 AM

[本小姐仆街~~~~~~] ♥, Sunday, April 12, 2009

仆街在英文翻译叫PK

相当年,
本小姐为左要去pasar malam而仆街..
我想那次是我仆都最厉害的一次
我还记得那次是因为我跟ming lie,pui yin一起跑,
ming lie好快就跑在我们前面,
pui yin都跑到好快

唯有我,
是最慢的,
而且还伦肫都差错脚,
整个人仲住落,
整只脚都磋伤了,
留了很多血

pasar malam也去不成了,
连晚上的补习也去消了
真的很痛,连走也走不动,
还要人家扶,整个废人甘

今天好不幸的,
被路边的青苔陷而仆
我买的红豆水的纸袋也破了
红豆水流完出来
不能喝了

很fish啊!!!!!
今天是我从form1到现在第一次po kai

还记得有人跟我讲过
仆街没关系
只要屁股不掂地就可以了

还好我今天仆只搓伤膝盖一点点
没那么严重
真是上天保佑啊!!!!

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2:36 AM

[罪恶感] ♥, Thursday, April 9, 2009

我终于勇敢的踏出了第一步,
我sms他,跟他讲了!!!!!!
我的心也很难过
我没有想到他会比我想象中更难过
刚才他打来给我
他用了很多理由说那天是因为约了人
跟别人打赌
可是这种烂理由
有人会相信吗???!!!
就在这个时候我在电话里
隐隐约约听到
他好像哭了
当时,我不想他更难过才不揭穿他
我觉得自己好衰噢!!!!
浑身都充满了罪恶感
我从来没有hurt人
hurt的将尽
对不起~~~
我真的感到很抱歉
惨了啦!!!!
心好不舒服噢!!!!
怎么办????!!!!
我真的觉得自己很践啊!!!!!

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1:00 AM

[immature gul~~~LAI] ♥, Tuesday, April 7, 2009

today i link my fren's blog,then oni i realize 1 thg...
do u noe tat????!!!!
sure u guy dunno
tat is i realize tat nt oni i felt stressed
n all my fren oso facing the same problem
everybody is the same
jus c whether u treat as wat oni
if u really concern bout tat,sure will make ur own stress
all my fren treaten tat as a good ways 2 grow in their life
i really make my own 2 stress leh!!!!
i regret 2 realease my tension on my fren
i oso dunno y
i really cant control myself
forgive me,fren~~~~~
i always try 2 stay a distance with my fren
coz i scare~~~~
i scare ppl hurt me
i really scare i will lost my fren
recent oso the same
i gt fren told me sth
but i dun thk wanna tell any1
coz its really is a "rubbish thg"
n i dun thk wanna faceing tis kind of problem nw
forgive my immature
i really dun wan hurt u oni did tis thg
paiseh la!!!!!
today i heard he say sth
its really .....
i oso dunno how 2 say
n im nt dare say 2 any1
but i thk is a small matter
i can settle myself lo
hahahahaha~~~~~
pls dun ask bout tis,coz i wont ans u anythg(learned from yao)
~~~~END~~~~~~

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8:18 AM

[情绪化] ♥, Saturday, April 4, 2009

好想找人发泄啊!!!!!!
怎么会有这种感觉了???!!!
最近也不懂怎么搞的
好像都想找人来骂骂
前天,
在ko-op的时候好像
也骂了不止一个人
原来骂人也是能发泄的嘛!!!!
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~
活了这么久
真的还不懂
自己是那么爱用骂人来宣泄情绪
女人就是那么野蛮,那么情绪化
女人生气骂人的原因很多
可是你们是否也了解
一个要但当许多事情,要兼顾好许多方面的人
所承受的压力吗???!!!!
不懂的人,请不要随便批评
承受很大压力的人,
我真的觉得他们很棒
好佩服他们
所以当看到我情绪不好想骂人的时候
请大家闪远一点比较好
谢谢~~~

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8:06 AM

[不归路] ♥,

好久没有update我的blog了!!!!
那么久没见,
好像都不晓得要怎么写
好像告诉你们
我....我....我....
我变了
变了一个蛮不讲理,霸道,自私的人
你们相信吗???!!!!
总觉得有内疚感
总觉得自己干了很多傻事
那天逃学了,
我没回家,
乘搭艳玲的车到了oldtown
找慕玲聊了很久
才发觉自己真的很傻
为了这种人搞成将
值得吗???!!!!
他告诉我,
当时呆了一下下,
的确不值得啊!!!!
我重复有重复问了自己很多次
真的值得吗???
不值得~~~~~~~~~~~~~
可是内心就是很不舒服啊!!!!
现在的我就像一座
随时随地会爆发的火山
别人惹到我,
可能就会.....
我的脾气,应该只有我的好朋友才懂!!!
你们觉得你是我的好朋友吗???!!!
每天带着假面具做人
你以为我很想啊??!!!
一旦面具脱了
踏上的
很有可能是一条不归路啊!!!

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7:49 AM