i think no 1 will noe my mood now de lo!!!!!
coz gul's mood will like a weather
change suddenly
actually today is my last day working at keyes
but i dunno y im so stupid
i promised my boss n say will help her on 5 march
hahaha~~~
tis is my last day work thr
vy happy~~
happy till i dunno can use wat word 2 describe my mood now
i thk i gt no chance work thr anymore lo!!!!
so wat 2 do????!!!!
of course is continue my studies la!!!
still nid 2 ask de meh???!!!
all fren surrounding oso no nid work as part timer
since their father rich
gt enuf money 4 them 2 waste
buy wat they like
buy all the material 2 satisfied themselves
do u even noe earn money is vy vy tough???!!!
every coin,money cant get easily ah!!!
who doesn't use their "tenaga buruh"2 earn money
is really really ...
pls appreciate wat u hav nw
n dun waste ur dad or mom's money buy the rubbish thg la!!!
i dunno wat can say 2 them lo
every1 oso hope tat can b a millionaire
izzit vy easy tat can b??
i dun thk so lo!!!!!!!
willing 2 use the illegal ways 2 earn money
oso dun even wanna use their tenaga buruh
step by step is better way 4 u
pls la!!!!i hope tat all my fren will noe wat they r doing now
dun wait till regret oni noe wat u done wrong
all the fren or any ppl surrounding you
will give a change 2 urself
jus c u will face wat kind of ppl
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
7:32 AM
我好像喜欢上我的工作了!!!
怎么会这样呢???
我明明很讨厌的阿!!!!
偏偏在这个时候
发觉到我做工时是最开心的
比起在学校
我好像完变了另一个人
好像一个带着虚假笑容的活死人
我居然觉得做工
会比读书开心
每天和ayu一起聊天一起讲废话
居然开心过每天呆在学校
但是很可惜，
她要离开我们了
她要回sarawak了
真的有点不舍得她
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
11:22 AM
damn hate my skul teacher !!!!
holiday is 4 us 2 relax n take a rest
y still wan give so many homework???!!!!
especially maths homework
haiz~~~~~
maths 1 gt above 36 question need 2 do
summore haven count (a)(b)(c) tim
maths 2 quite ok a bit oni ex 2.1 n 5 question oni
pengajian am oso leh!!!wan us do 2 essay n 2 pemahaman
vy lucky
muet gt no homework 4 us
hahahahahahaha~~~~~~
this cant say is holiday
holiday suppose 2 change n call "suffering day"
holiday like make us jump 2 hell n suffer thr
damn hate
summore i need 2 work on this whole holiday tim
haiz~~~~
really dunno i can tahan till when leh!!!
pn adeline still wan us attend the kelas tambahan
on tues at 9am till 12pm
3 hours leh!!!!??
how can v tahan leh???
but v gt no choice leh!!!
if v din go,will totally lost in the jungle of maths de!!!
anywhr,happy holiday ya.....
to every lasallian,enjoy ur holiday....
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
4:37 AM
mu ling~~~
finally met u
since long time nv chat 2 u.....
today i went 2 old town find mu ling
she drove her dad's car came 2 opposite public bank
n fetch me 2 her dad's shop
wah~~~
damn rich de!!!!!
buy new car again oh!!!!!!
haiz~~~~~
i suppose 2 like her earn money 1st then oni decide 2 study
nw c her so happy with her career
i oso felt happy
coz i nv c ppl like her job like mu ling
she really choose a good way 2 fulfill her ambition
since f4 f5
she ad say wan 2 be a teacher
unexpected she really dare 2 quit f6 n fulfill her ambition
but nw she say gt a bit regrect quit oh
if let me choose again,
i will choose her
sat beside me,
i really enjoyed when chat with her
b her skulmate
share secret with her
at least im noe tat
she really is my good good good fren
i hope tat our frenship is forever forever
i really like 2 share my secret 2 u....
when chatting 2 u,
really felt relax
nt like talk 2 sum ppl,
oni noe 2 advice
sumtime will feel u so "mafan"
sum ppl more worst
bring trouble 2 u tim....
haiz~~~~
in this world
seldom will meet a fren like u
really appreciate GOD
although bring a lot disaster 2 me
close all my door
but still open a window 4 me
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
11:36 PM
finally i cried yesterday,
i oso dunno how 2 described my mood
i told ping mun
she ask me cry if i cry out will feel better
i really dunno how 2 settle
i wanna find a fren chat 2 me
tat ppl is mu ling
but she always nt free
she was busy 4 her job
unlucky,
tat day when i received the letter
the 1st ppl i find is she
but she told me she r busy in teaching
i really gt many many thg wan 2 tell her
when can i find u????
i really stressed
i hope tat u can help me release my tension
damn scare
i dun like this kind of feeling
mu ling~~~
can u gv me some time????
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
3:32 AM
how?how?how?
how i can settle tis thg?????
y the bad thg always happen on me???
y tis world so unfair 1???
gt a 10000 why i wanna 2 ask.....
damn hate....
i dunno how 2 settle
"GOD"~~~can "u" find sum1 down n help me??
i dun wan it happened on me!!!!
pls~~~~
i nid ur help rite now
y u so unfair de??
make me so suffer
i really vy regrect
regrect till nw dunno how 2 settle tis thg
acc teacher say y im so teruk 1
then say my acc oni gt 26 marks
i dunno how 2 gv respon 2 her
i dunno wat 2 say
n all the koperasi member look at me
look like unbelievable
tis morning PA teacher told me tat im jus 2 correct on my obj
during tat time really thk wanna cry
but i tahan it
n i tell myself tat jus a test
finally i din cry
add on i gt no mood study whole day coz another problem
triple bad thg happen on me
so sudden
u wan me how 2 gv respon??
im jus 18years leh
although is 18years
but do everythg oso nt enuf mature
always oni noe 2 nervous n anxious when face a problem
do u thk tat i really can handle it????
i dun thk so lo...
dunno how 2 release my tension
jus can blog blog blog n release it
bull shit~~~
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
2:56 AM
yesterday when im at my mom stall,
i curi tulang when no customer..
i sat down n chat with another stall antie's daughter(michelle)
then suddenly gt 1 ppl call me
she stand behind me
i really terkejut with tat ppl
omg~~~~
unexpected is my old fren-----pei wei
she look so mature
when i saw her,
i really felt vy suprising
she told me tat she came with her parents
during tat time really felt happy,
unconsciously the fren who leave me bout 1 year
suddenly appear infront of me,
although is 10 min,
im ad satisfy
suddenly vy vy miss 1 ppl,
long time nv c her,
long time nv chat 2 her,
long time nv critic ppl together
damn miss her
call her but unfortunately...
she sakit tekak
cant say anythg
her bufday is nearby,
hope tat can celebrate her bufday together
mu ling is the my good fren who always support me
face problem together,
tension together,
happy together,
worry together,
gossip together,
she is the 1 ppl tat can share secret
hope tat can c u soon.....
suddenly felt tat,
i really seldom take pic with her
when i opened my folder,
jus found 1 pic which is the oni 1
n which v wearing skul uniform
haiz~~~~~
im so self-loving
but seldom take pic which my fren,
felt tat im a "loser"
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
3:48 AM
我真的那么像便利贴吗???!!!!
为什么大家有事的时候才来找我
没事的时候却把我给忘了呢???
超讨厌这种感觉的
你们当我是什么了????
考试前夕还要我当跑腿
叫我转交东西给他
他不得空
难道我就很得空吗?????
我连睡觉的时间都不够
你们还要叫我做这样做那样
只有他是人，我不是人。。。。
难道在你们心目中，
我只是一个被利用的人吗????
当我有利用价值的时候就来找我
你们当我是什么啊????
我不是24小时便利商店
不要有事没事就叫我做事
曾经有人说过
"精人出口，笨人出手"
我曾经当过一个笨人
我不想在当第二次，
尤其是不会在被同一个人骗第二次
好讨厌好讨厌这种感觉，
我知道被我拒绝的人，
现在会很讨厌我，
可是我也只能说声"对不起，不要以为我真的很得空!!!!!"
一天读书7-8个小时
回家没多久还要帮妈妈做工
就快连功课都跟不上了!!!!
拜托你们不要再把烦恼带给我好不好
多余的时间都没有了
拜五，拜六要补习
礼拜要做工
我不是铁打的，
我也是血肉之躯，
我也是人，
我也会因害怕受到伤害而逃避现实。。。
我也会有伤心的时候
我也会有需要朋友的时候
可是值得我信赖的朋友却很少
可是他们总不在我身边
只好等得空再去找他们咯!!!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
12:47 AM
