blood donation damn pain lah!!!!
tat day hui san gv me a form n asked me donated together wt her but i never promised her oso
then she throw her pen 2 me n asked me fill in the form
then straight away throw her biskuit 2 me
n said after eat then can go 2 the hall ad after i eat in class
then muet teacher asked us go 4 donate blood
my class damn less ppl going nt active in those activity at all
then hui san pulled me 2 hall thr
but when v go in
teacher asked us fill in another form
but she din realize hui san n me is upper 6 student
during tat time still nt our turn 2 donate blood
then v heard tat she scold U6E1 student n said nw is for lower 6 student 1st still not our turn yet
lucky she din realize v r upper 6 student if nt sure will kena scold oso
then v noe still nt our turn
then v jus waiting at outside the hall
after tat i received a msg from him n said saw me going in 2 the hall
hahaha~~~
he noe i going 2 donation at 1st,he keep saying tat nt pain after saw me going in 2 the hall then say mus b vy hurt,rite??!!
walaoeehhhhh~~~~
i listen 2 him then oni go donate de leh!!
now asking me pain or nt,gt shout or nt,gt cry or nt!!!
wat the hell!!!!
hui san like nt sabar wanna donate immediatly
she went n asked the teacher when is our turn
haiz~~~~~after filled in the form hav 2 c the doctor n c whether v r the suitable donor or nt
who knows???!!!!!
hui san cant donate, coz the iron in her blood r nt enuf heavy
means tat her iron oni gt 9.3,but in normal ppl's blood is 12
so she r nt allowed 2 donate...
i gt no choice,hav 2 donate myself when i stand thr,i really damn scare leh
the nurse asked me 2 sit down but i saw the chair,
then i tell the nurse tat i wanna donate my left hand 1
but she told me tat:"tangan tak akan patah "
i tell her tat i nid 2 using my right hand 2 write
but she told me tat:"tak ada tempat lain"
wat's the meaning ah??
nw my hand still pain-ing~~T.T
when i sat down the 1st thg i do is keep asking the old ladies izzit pain,
then she told me nt pain during tat time,i feel im like a idiot asked the stupid ques if she told me pain,then i wont donate de la!!!sure will tell me nt pain de la!!!
haiz~~~~~~
i put my hand thr then started donation of my blood
i felt vy suffer n hard 2 breath during tat time then i hold hui san's hand n tell her tat my heart jump vy fast
the nurse coming n asked me:"u ok tak??ada rasa pening??""
then hui san told her tat i say i was hard 2 breath n my heart jump vy fast
then say sth 2 calm me down lucky the process 2 donation,i nv faint jek!!!
if nt sure fish die la!!!!
i feel my hand like cacat jor leh!!!!
cant move at all n feel vy pain till nw im still pain-ing
T.T i dun wan try donate ad,vy vy vy pain ah!!
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2:59 AM
today i wake up at 10 sth
i force myself go library 4 studying
always coz of lazy n din study
when the exam is nearer
i feel stress
i hope i wont do anythg make my own regret
early in the morning
i force myself wake up
i took a cool bath
after tat i change my cloth n get ready 2 take bus 2 old town
when reach tat place,
i go out from the bus
n i stand at a places coz of too many ppl block the road
i cant move at all
i saw a car moving from the front thr
n the malay gul who stand infront of me
cant c the car was moving
i tot she will noe tat
i saw the car is nearer
my heart jump vy fast
i scare the car will hit tat gul
i pulled the gul
lucky nth happen 2 her
hahaha~~~
i did a good thg today
after tat i went 2 library study
i walk 2 thr n i saw mona
she always go thr wt her fren
when i reach thr
i take out all my stuff n left my bag n i passed 2 the security guard
n take lift going up 2 2nd floor n find a place put down all my thg 1st
study nt more than 1 hour
i feel tat im vy hungry
i din take my breakfast
but till tat time ad 12 or 1 sth
i walked bak 2 old town
n hav my breakfast thr
my lunch is pan mee
the pan mee really really damn delicious
after tat i thk wanna cross the road
dunno wat happen 2 me
whole brain was thking somethg
i jus c the opposite road gt no car
then i started crossing the road
who knows
i din realise tat
gt car r moving toward 2 me
i feel like im jus like the malay gul who i met jus nw
i really dunno y jus nw my brain suddenly appear so many sth out
bring my own 2 dangerous
lucky the car din hit me oso
thx god~~~
unlucky day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
4:42 AM
i found it bak at ytd night
tat sth wat i lost ytd
i found back!!!!!!!!!
quite happy wt it
it back 2 me
suddenly feel tat im the luck-iest 1
hahahahahahahahaha~~~
nw feel tat im vy hang fok
all oso should blame my stupid-less
make lost my important thg
i hope tat it nv leave me n lost again
thx GOD~~i found the lost
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
3:09 AM
recently i was worry-ing bout sth
some sadless r happened toward 2 me
i always waiting sth
n i hope everyday will b the same
but today
sth tat i waiting r missing
damn sad 2 tat
i get lost
i lost my direction
i lost everythg
when i trying 2 seek bout tat
i fail 2 get it back
n i was angry bout it
nows,
i hope tat everythg can back 2 the begining
then i can choose against the right road
moodless~~~~~~~~~
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
6:35 AM
tat day i was so suprised
ming lie drove her mom's car n came 2 kl
she fetch me bak 2 sentosa
after tat both of us went 2 old town yam cha
1st time sitting her car
damn nervous
but she drove car is better than me
she dare 2 drive 2 kl tat far places
n me,
nt dun dare
jus nt lucky as them
their parent r allowed them 2 drive
but my mom.....
scare-ing when i drive
even n near places
she will always sit beside me n lead me
unlucky 2 say tat
my driving license jus a can use 2 c cant use at all
haha~~~
ming lie looked so thin
n she looked like suffering in helping her mom everyday non-stop
i was worry-ing her
i feel vy happy when saw her
v chat a lot of thg when v yam cha
n thx 2 her bout treating me yam cha oso
hehehehe
rmb keep in touch ya,my dear fren!!!!!!!!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
6:22 AM
today when i reach skul
i dun really dare 2 enter koperasi
i afraid i will heard them say bout the muet result
after i noe the result
i gt a sick----insomnia
cant even fall asleep
i feel stress n scare
i scare im the oni 1 fail the exam
after tat i went out from koperasi n find hui yan n hav a chat wt her
1st i saw her emo----like nth happen
then i asked her whether get the result ad or nt
then oni noe tat she oso hvn noe yet
n she told me tat teacher will gv us today
n she like nt so care bout tat
after tat i help her check her result
i tot she can pass the test
who Noes~~~~
she fail it,
suddenly feel tat im like hurt her
hahaha~~noe early is good 4 her
after recess
i saw him again in the canteen
but he like nv c me oso
i tot he act like dunno me
hahaha~~~
but oso better than if he say hi 2 me
during recess chein yee come n tell us
he oso get band 2 oni
i tot he kidding wt us
but he really get band 2 oni
vy sad 2 heard tat
i looked his face
like wat i show 2 my sis ytd
sad till cant accepted the truth
but today i really feel better compare 2 last night
i tot i will b vy vy vy sad n no mood talk 2 ping mun they all
but im still can kidding wt them
gt so many ppl accompany me retake the test
i oso dun thk i will afraid wt tat
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
11:21 PM
i dunno how 2 express my feel nw
my heart vy pain
jus noe my muet result----band 2
actually i should noe early i will get band 2
but i expect can get band 3 oso
dunno y when i noe my result
i feel sad
many of them oso passed their exam
but unlucky im fail
i cant accepted failure
i cant accepted the result
i cant accepted everythg
finally i cried
i call my fren---ming lie
but she fall asleep
she console me dun cry n say will call me tmr
i noe she was facing many problem nw
but she still console me
im feel tat im the lucky 1
coz i gt such good fren
n she say she will call me tmr
after tat,
jus nw i call Him
but i gt nth 2 tell him
he oso in bad mood
i oso dun thk wanna disturb him
mayb my problem jus a small matter
im jus 19 years old
i oso dunno how 2 solve his problem oso
but i still say many rubbish 2 him
he oni 17 years old ad face so much problem
but i cant help him anythg oso
he told me,
he always act like vy happy
but he nt happy at all
everyday bring a fake smile
wearing a mask,izzit will b happy????
i oso dunno
coz sumtime i oso will b like tat
i hope he can b more forgetful
forget all his unhappy thg
n b a happy guy every moment
although jus nw happen sum arguement
but im really hope tat u dun do any stupid thg 2 hurt urself
after tat i feel tat i cant slp
i switch on the comp n trying 2 chat wt sum fren
when i on9
i saw jas rynn
i tell her everythg
she oso console me
pui yin oso is my good fren
i really love u guy
when i face a problem
u guy oso stay beside me n support me
i really LOVE u
thx ya....
after heard bout tat,
im really feel better
i wont giv up
i will work hard n wont dissapointed u guy
I LOVE U
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
10:49 AM
muet result gonna b out of next mon
nervous,scare~~~T.T
i dun hope tat i can get a highest band
jus hope can pass oni
if nt,i hav 2 pay money 4 retake the exam
in my heart r confusing sth oso
i oso dunno wat happen
i dun really wanna thk bout tat
haiz~~~~moodless
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
3:01 AM
after skul
i went 2 the bus stop
n i was waiting taxi thr
i met my classmate----hui yan n kenn loong
then v jus chat a while
their buses was coming n they going bak 2 home
after they gone no longer
i saw ka way again
i saw him at the bus stop n walk toward 2 my side
is quite far
jus no enuf few min
they ad stand beside me
i oso successful stop the taxi
then i ignored them n straight away take tat taxi cabut lo!!!
but i totally dunno wat they wan
when i took tat taxi
i saw ka way looked at me
i was missing my direction
i was lost my mind
suddenly i feel tat im vy bad
jus left them thr n i go bak by taxi myself
i dunno how he will thk of me
i oso cant care bout it so much leh!!!
when i reach home
then oni i noe 2 scare
izzit nt suppose 2 noe him???!!!
my hand was shaking when saw him
i totally dunno y i will scare a small guy like hell
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
11:11 PM
ping mun date me 4 the movie-----transformer
actually i dun really like robot
but ping mun waiting 4 this show since long time ago
she date her fren go but is a guy
i dun noe her fren oso
but she said she scare 2 go wt him oni both of them
so asked me accompany her
i promised i will go
but i dunno her fren will ask along his fren
today really quite suprised
when i reach the bus stop with them
then her fren introduce his fren to us
who knows!!!!?????
the guy is ka way
1st i look at him felt familiar 2 his face
my 1st respond is straight away ask mun's fren
"izzit ka way???"
he reply n ask me:"yes!!!u guy noe de ah??"
he quite cute when saw me
he jus hide beside 2 his fren
jus like a small boy
although both of us noe through phone
but v din talk when met
i really suprised tat can met him
n when i noe tat he will watch movie wt us
dunno y i suddenly feel vy scare
mayb jus feel weird watching movie wt a stranger guy
lucky,when v reach thr
he feel shame when facing me
when mun's fren say he will nt watching movie wt us
then suddenly i feel relax
although both of us noe each other but today nv talk oso
the feel damn "SHIT"
after bought the movie ticket then they ask us whether wanna go 4 lunch wt them
suddenly ping mun said i dun wan go
n reject them
the stupid adrian stand thr n dunno 4 wat
straight away say:"go la,go la,go together la!"
i gt no choice
if dun go wt them
mayb they will say us sombong
if v go wt them oso dunno wat 2 say leh!!!
during tat time confusing n dunno how 2 choose
our last decision is go wt them
but v din order any meal
coz the movie start on 3 pm
scare gt not enuf time 2 eat it
so v jus like a so po sat thr doing nth
ka way go buy his meal wt his fren
he dun even dare 2 talk oso
whispering wt his fren n laugh
u dun even noe wat their laugh
when i saw tat,i jus told mun
but he like noe wat im thking
then whispering 2 mun's fren
suddenly mun's fren told me tat they nt laughing on us
i look at him,n he dun dare c me oso
hahahahahaha~~~~
when i leave oasis,
i try 2 say bye 2 them
finally he gt respond
damn funny......
hope tat next time meet him,
he dare 2 talk la!!!!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
4:10 AM
