[The new member of BFF😉] ♥, Saturday, December 29, 2012
Awwhhh~ I like this gul sooo much..this weekend dun hav much promoter and she's the one who cheer me up these day.im so glad can work together with her,I can forget all the sadness without doubt once playing around with her.how good if I got such a cute sis.😔
Unfortunately,I owned a bad bro.last night I changed the padlock and chase him back to old house and till now I Oso din see his face anymore.do I really too over for doing all this thg to force him back to old house?or I'm jus over protective to my house?sometimes I fell into dilemma,I dunno what should I do and what I shouldn't do.😔
Anyway,now is ad midnight 1sth,I thk I should rest early and wake up early to accept more challenge for Tmr.i believed rainbow will appear after the rain.nitezz and sweet dreamz buddies.=)
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[Thg happened after my mom travel 😔😒😤😫😭😰😥😢] ♥, Friday, December 28, 2012
24/12
He told me he go clubbing with fren asked me lock the door.tat day I was drunk,I clearly know when I fall asleep was like around 4.30am but he still hvn come back!!
25/12
Early in the morning,I realised he was drunk last night too!!he ate my Panadol,he tot I dunno he drunk.
He brought his fren come back and drink a glass of my red wine,then went out with his fren.Around 2 sth he came back and bath and everythg.Around 3 sth,he opened all my house door and walk off chit chatting with his pig dog fren without closing it.how dangerous is that but he nv ever think of it.luckily I was awake that time and I closed the inner door.after he chit chatting,he stand outside and staring at me like I owe him sth.i dun care him and continue tell my fren bout his "good thg".he kena scolded by me when he enter to the house.he dun care of what I nagging and he gone out with bringing a bottle of Martell.
Well,I speechless!!i slpt around 5sth but he still hvn come back.
26/12
Morning I saw he sleeping.im guess he back at morning.
I went out swimming with my fren by driving my sis myvi.when I drive my sis car,I saw my dad car was parking infront of the gate door and can say is half blocking to the gate door.in another way,can say is the car can go out but difficult to park in.
After I fin swimming,I tot the car can park in.who knows it is damn difficult and accidentally I crash my sis new myvi.that time my bro was kena scolded by me again.that time I was really mad with him.
He failed in parking the huge car makes my myvi can't park in and he blaming my skill suck.
The reason I scold him:-
1. The Toyota Unser is huge and he's blocking the way-I warned my dad not to let him drive the car,even though he drive but I warned him dun park infront of the gate door.
2. Is about last night stuff,he's opened the door without closing at the midnight and walk off chit chatting-i scold and warded him dun open the door and walk off,scare later other ppl saw it then come in and rob our property.
3. I hate he brought his fren back!!dirt my house!!-I warned him not to bring his fren back anymore.
After I scold him,I'm the one who hide myself to the room and cried.swt😒
He went out and back at the midnight again which I forgotten the time.i thk Oso around 3-4am.
27/12
He stay at home that day,I tot he will change a bit after I scolding.who knows,he knew i hang out with fren for dinner,he called a gang of fren come over and drink liquor.
When I saw his fren,I'm superb Dulan,i stare at him without saying anythg and scold his fren as well."go ppl house no nid call ppl?dunno call then dun come in!!"
I saw my cousin walk in and I din even care bout him.im too angry till I can't control myself.
My fren came and I go out for dinner.after I come back,I realized the floor map is wet,my house is vy messy.importantly is my toilet is so smelly!!!i dunno they vomit or shitting till soooo smelly.😡😤
I really can't bear with it anymore.i called and asked him.he's still cheating me he at old house but around 4-5 sth he come back and clean it.this is the thg he should do,he deserve it!!
28/12
He woke up and that time I was sweeping the floor.he spoilt the toilet glass.😒
I guess he's whole day stay at home till around 10sth oni he go out,that time I jus done my swimming session with fren.
I saw he's gone then I changed the new padlock.my purpose is to ask him go away,I dun wan see his shit face.
Around 2.30am,I received his call.like asking me why am I chaging the padlock.what a funny question.this you should questioning urself y r u always back so late.
This time I throw the old house key to him and asking him "lan C gat lou".he keep silent and let me scold.i waiting he came in and take his stuff then go out,I purposely dun let him come in slp.he told me next day noon he will come back,I asked him pack all his stuff and dun come back anymore,I dun wan see him.*fierce*😤
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[Bad attitude,hot temper,big cry 10] ♥,
Ermm,jus a random post for tdy.this few days I really can't bear with my bro.he's started to irritated me.i fed up with his attitude.i dun feel like staying at the same house with him anymore and tdy I changed my house padlock.he called me at the midnight 2.30am asking me why am I changing the padlock.what a funny question he asked.
I straight away ask him go back old house stay with my dad.i throw his house key to him and wait until he walk off from my house and I lock the door.he told me noon he wanna come back.i asked him go and pack all his stuff Nw and dun come back anymore.he stare at me and I scold till I dun wan to layan him anymore.talk more to him is totally wasting my "gas".
I scold him last time and tot wanna gv him the 2nd chance,but he nv appreciate and did another thg to provoke me.dun said i din gv chance to u,what's happening today is what's ur attitude make it like this.if u wan to blame?jus blame to urself.
After so long of the time,I nv ever be so angry like this few day.mom scare u this and that but for me,I can be cruel than ur mom even a million times.You're stepping at the wrong tail.
I have to admit this few day I really easy get angry and I oso wondering why.mayb too many thg happened till I can't bear of it.i realised blogger,fb,line are now becoming my best fren.i'll post sth out to release my pressure when I faced sth.
I wan my mummy!!😭
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[] ♥, Thursday, December 27, 2012
Again I feel guilty but this time is for my bro.i knew he's doing wrong but as a sis I Oso got fault as I didn't teach him.he become to this situation oso is a part of my mistake.
That day scold him infront of his fren.i ashamed him,that's my fault.i jus feel so guilty when he told me he will move back when mom come back.i didn't meant to say that kind of thg to hurt him.im so sorry.my tear uncontrollably dropping down when I heard he say that.he sure feel like he's "Bao fok" till all of us Oso hate him.if he noe to thk,he won't do that kind of thg to hurt us and broken our heart.i admit I'm a sentimental person.dun try to do sth to hurt me pls.
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[Christmas] ♥, Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Christmas Eve I hanging out wt 2 promoter girls.after count down,I back home and curi drank my eldest sis red wine.i was totally drunk that time till I record what is in my mind and I speak it in English,I cried while talking.now I recalled back I feel that I'm extremely insane!somemore I saw he's kakao me at that time.i call and scold him.omg!!im totally lost of control.pls forgive me,I didn't meant to do that to u.im so sorry.forgive me pls..T^T
After I awake I kakao him immediately and apologize to him.i knew he had read the msg but he nv reply me.i feel so guilty for what I had done to u last night.sincerely apologize to u if I do offence u.i swear I'm not going to drink any beer,liquor,red wine anymore.again,I'm so sorry!!=(
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[Feels lonely when my sibling and mom is leaving me in this peak
festival.sad!!😢] ♥, Sunday, December 23, 2012
Sob sob..she's leaving me travel to another country for celebrating Christmas and new year.dumping me alone in the house with my bro.feels so sad I can't able to go with them plus I got a little bit mm seh dak them.miss you guys so badly.sad!!!
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[Doomsday?!] ♥, Thursday, December 20, 2012
Before doomsday coming,I would like to tell all my friends and family==> "I love you!!"
Friends~❤
Best friends:-
Primary skul=>Chun Han,Wei Kuan,wan qun,shu ann,shun yee,jia yee,fang ling,bao min and so forth.
Secondary skul=>Ping Mun,Ming Lie,Hui San,Pei Ru,xi yun,suk bin,Mu ling and all my classmate
Form 6=>kenn Loong,Chein Yee,jiang shen and classmatessss
College=>Jine Shien,Katherine,kah Shuen,Kay,ck,Durges,Yun Chieh,Pui Mun and other friends
Colleague=>Winnie,Jason,Peter,Peng Chung,Tean kok and many many more of my friends
Thanks to every good memories you guys brought it to me.i love you!!!!<3
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