I received a news from one of my friend that the audit paper exam result is released.the first thing I do when i awake is to switch on the computer and check it out.
I didn't manage to views my result coz my exam result haven't release yet.i try to ask my friend see whether only me haven't get it.
When the question reached to someone,it's suddenly become a sensitive question.the replied were extremely impolite.who cares?!i just wants to know whether u got the result already or not.i not even care how many marks u get.
Well,I am so disappointed to you.i will not ask anythg from you anymore.1 question 1 reply?i don't need a friend with this kind of attitude and this kind of conversation.
Yes!even though that is private and confidential.no one will force you if u don't want to tell.the attitude you placed to me is a type of humiliate.if the basic respect you also don't know,I think you also not worth for people to respect you.
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
11:48 PM
Poor period I have ever.previously I stopped my part time job at epromode before CNY due to study.
Yes.i admit I was dull-witted,I need more time to catch up the sylibus.thus,I stop a bit early for part time job to do my revision for the coming exam.
Due to I stop working,I stopped my finance as well.part time is the only income,pocket money that supporting me in this past few years.Now,I officially bankrupt.
After my exam ends,I try to seek for a job but failed.finally,I got a job from pa recruitment but only on weekend.
These days,I was suffering with this kind of poor life.i live in a life without using money,not even 1cent I spend in a week.hide myself at home,cook myself with limited ingredient.dont ever look down the food in fridge,it can save me with a week.
Somehow,no people wish to stayed with this kind of living condition.i want to break away from this kind of life.
Aza aza fighting!!💪
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
10:54 AM
Recently i received a call from the hunter agent.the hunter agent is the company that help their client to find employees.Niijessh,the consultant of the hunter agency,offered me a job at NOL with the position of fixed asset analyst.
At the beginning I was like "what?what the hell is that?".after he explained to me,roughly understand that's related to account.i think that mayb that is an opportunity for me to try,so I promised him I'll attend the interview on Monday.
Who knows....
I reached thr before 10am in the morning.honestly,I prepared nothing for this interview.
When I reach their doorstep,I call the person in charge which is Jessica.the name Jessica sounds to me, young lady,friendly.in fact,the one who called Jessica is a fat Indian woman,looks fierce,unfriendly.at the beginning,I thought she will be the one who interview me.who knows,there are another 2 woman entered to the conference room.
At starts,Jessica took out 2 paper for me to do.yes!!that's called TEST.in my mind,I thought that will be an easy questions.
Who knows....
My first respond when I read that question,I was like ...... What the hell is that?!omg!!that just too tough for me.T^T
One of the test is related to fixed asset,another one is bank reconciliation.
I got no idea how to answer.therefore, I just simply write whatever I studied when college time.
After I done the test,Jessica ask me go to the conference room.well,torturous session is begins.
First time having a hard time with 3 person interview me.how panic,nervous is me.can u imagine it?
Feels ashamed with my first interview at NOL. Both of them keep asking me a lot of question, some i really got no idea how to answer.first time I feels so uncomfortable,panic,fears etc.i feels like escape at that moment,but I know I can't.i wish somebody will come and save me.i feels helpless.
Even though I didn't plan to work there.honestly,they do really scare me and left me interview phobia.i just so afraid of that.do I really that useless people?!upset.😥
I heard both of my friend are doing well with their interview session and successfully been employed under audit firm.i happy for them but at the same time I feel ashamed for myself that i am so useless.
"Failure always is the head start of successful"-quote I use it to consoled myself and for motivation purpose.good luck to myself for the next interview.
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
10:18 AM
Weekend is coming.why do I feel so unhappy?tmr is the first day I start working after a long period I didn't step into sampling promoter field.i feel lazy to work but I got no choice.poorness really killing me.yet,I Hvn start to memorise the product features.erm.nervous!!=(
Hopes Tmr is the new starting point for me.=)
This coming Monday I'll go for a interview.hope that's a easy job and can earn more money.i need money!!
I get a news from my friend Jine Shien tdy.she got the job.im so happy for her.wishing all my fren get the satisfied job as well.=)
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
10:03 AM
From stranger become friend
From friend become couple
From couple become stranger
It's cycle.no matter how hard you're trying to forget or let go,a tiny footstep will remind you of him.
Yes!!i miss you,but I can't find you.i tried very hard to stop myself to find you.sorry,pls forgive my coward.i got no courage to find u.just end our friendship here,deal?!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
7:33 AM
Fucker bastard i will never forgive you!!in your heart girlfriend and friend always the important ones.have you ever think of us?NO!!definitely you never!i swear I not going to care your stuff.
I will always remember what you have done for me today and makes me quarrel with my mom.
Dear mom,
This is what I wanna tell you.i don't think I do anything wrong.but then you as a mom,you're never ever differentiate what is right and what is wrong.
What I wanna tell you is please continue let your son do what ever he want.go ahead.
Started the day u guys went away.i already swore HE'S NOT MY BROTHER anymore.
Tell u sincerely,without you,he has nothing.
Fucker bastard since the day raining,I ask you come fetch me but u rejected.well,sibling you can do this kind of thg but gf u'll go fetch immediately.well done!!i salute u!!never ever come beg me.i swear I nt going to help u!!
Ψ[name] ♥ AMAZED US AT
3:39 AM
