wohoooooo~!!!!finally i done the last assignment-SFM!!!!feel so happy,excited.i planned to enjoy after i done all the assignment.Tdy is the first day of November,feel so fresh and excited with the outing on November.

November is my birthday month. this year i really got no idea can enjoy with who, but every year i didn't expect too much on my birthday.Plus, i just broke up with bf. I'm sure there is a lot of people dulan me,critic behind me, but then i wont care about what they think of me. i just want to be myself.

I was damn unhappy recently due to him. after i sent him break up message,i didn't reply him any message. i knew i was hurting him but short-term hurting him better than long-term killing him. every message he sent me, i read it and i treat it nth happened. what he scold me seriously is damn hurting me. but i'll be strong to accept it since i'm the one mentioned 'break up' to him in advance.

Recently i received a lot of message from him. he requested me to be friend. Honestly, i do not have the courage to accept this deal. Past experience told me that is no such thing 'break up alrdy still can be friend'. i didn't plan to accept this deal and my friend surround ask me not to be so cruel. I listening to my friend and give him another chance to be friend. Finally i replied his message told him i'll be friend but i emphasized clearly that that is impossible to be bf and gf relationship alrdy. Somemore i wishing him can get a better gf in future but he refuse to accept it. I busying with loads of assignment, the pressure was really killing me that time but i still have to spend time to settle this problem. i really exhausted. i telling him i wanna busy with my work but he saw me online with fb and said i was cheating him and trying to avoid chatting with him. that time i really cant take it he judge me in that way and i use a very bad sound talk to him and refuse to be friend with him. he started to scold a lot of thg and call me.i do not want to answer his call and i do feel want to reply him any message. that time i was too angry till i posted a status on my fb, i purposely wanna let him see it.

"if you're trying to provoke me.well,u did it!!started from this moment,i'll disappear in your life.bye!!"

he scold me with rude words in fb. That time i really dun feel like talking to him anymore. After i cooling down, i thk and thk. That is not necessary reach this worst situation and i replied him again and talk nicely to him. Conclusion, i manage to keep a friend relationship to him. But then i don't think still have chance to talk to him. i want to give him more time to chill himself and let me go.

Anyway, now i just want to enjoy my single life!=)

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