guess what?i get this for free tdy from my trainer coz she gv it out to 3 promoter who is in the good presentation.actually quite a long time i nv post anything in my blog,dunno why tdy suddenly feels wanna post sth.i found a topic to write tdy and i wanted to express my emotion here by tdy!!in fact,i suppose to happy with my presentation tdy and i didn't shaking in front of audience and i get compliment from my trainer.Suddenly feels like standing out to practice more for my presentation.i really afraid of presentation.but at that moment i thk of sth.although i fear of facing the audience,but everyone have to stand in front and talk.ppl can do it,i oso can do it.even though everybody is afraid but they still have that courage to stand infront to talk.
as i mentioned jus now,i suppose to happy but i feel vy sad.i jus get a news from my fren.from her mouth i knew that one of my fren lost her part time job bcoz of that she's get a complain from client she's chit chat with fren while working time.the most heartache for me is she dun even want to tell me the truth that the boss fired her,she just told me that she resign coz of that department is enuf workers.i thk and thk,why she wanna lies on me?the ones who blame me that i hurt her previously,is that coz of me not to treat her as a good fren so she lost confidence to tell me the truth?
anyway,anythg is past that is past.tell you honestly.im neutral.whatever i do,i say,i act,i'll be neutral.i wont help this side more,i wont help another side more.whatever you tell me,i jus listen and i wont questioning on you if u dun wan let me noe the truth.that's it.
after my grandma passed away,i got a long time nv blogging.i wish i could stayed strong when i saw any old folks and i wont thk of her and tear.that day i worked as milo uht promoter and i saw a popo,she keep telling me that how pity she is.sick,cant hear properly,all those old ppl sick.i cant stand it and it's makes me recalled my grandma.she's leaving and v cant talk to her,v cant feel her heartbeat,v cant feel her warmness,v cant listen her voice anymore and i tear,luckily i can control myself from cry and continue do my job.i miss you very badly,once i recalled bak the fact that you leaving i cant control myself from crying.although u already leave us for a period of time but everythg is jus like happened on ytd.
po,i missing you!!='(
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