recently i was busy-ING for working,i wish i could work as much as i can in the limited time,coz i really really NEED money right now!!!i do need money for my daily expenditure.Since from my mom didn't work for the chicken rice till now,they didn't give me pocket money anymore.Even the bus fees where i travel to college also cant claim from her.How i survive without any pocket money???well,what can i do is just working working and gain it from working.
Sometimes due to some reason makes me don't feel like join my college fren gathering.Is just so sudden,what reason that i can give is just no more money can let me spend and i freaking tired coz of work non-stop.Nowadays, every mon and tues is my study day
every fri,sat and sun is my working day
sometimes i do need my rest-ing days--> wed or thurs for work replacement .
seriously i got no cash and time for other activities anymore.
im so sorry that i can join ur gathering past few days ago.
hope u guys can understand me.
not i dun hope to join is due to some personal reason that makes me unable to join.
even u guys wanna blame me,i oso got no choice.
the only thing that i can do is jus apologize to u guys.
im so happy that my bf get his permanent job
but then i thk i should be unhappy coz of he gt no time accompany me anymore
Sometimes,i dun feel like disturb him coz he always work till vy late
i can sense his tiredness
im so happy that he still willing spend time for me after he finished his job
Sometimes he can do his own stuff till dun wan reply my msg
i really angry him about this
not the 1st time he did this
but is everytime i oso resisted
until today i really cant resist anymore and i started all my anger to him.
i very tired with all ur apologize
i jus wants u to understand wat u had done.
is that to hard to understand it???
