[crying] ♥, Thursday, August 6, 2009
i really feel unhappy in tis morningi slpt late,wake up late todayytd night,i was buzy-ing do my hw-----mathsthen i slpt late,i oso dunno y my alarm nv bell osoi slp till my bro come n wake me upwhen i wake up ad is 6.15ambut 6.20am wanna go out take bushow can i use limited time 2 rush out leh???!!!so i ask my bro waited 4 mom fetch us goi was thking"if she dun wan fetch,v oso can take taxi go thr"then i take a bath 2 refreshed myselfn i thk tat also late jor lothen slow a bit go out oso nvm lodun need so rushafter tat i change my cloth n dry my hairdecided 2 go out jor....suddenly my mom say:"leong,i fetch u go!!!no need care bout her"i dunno y suddenly she will say like tatbut i really mind bout tati tot is i say sth "dak zui" her then she dun wan fetch me 2 skulwho knows she said me:"ad late,still slow slow take bath thr"i really dunno how 2 gv respond 2 herthen i saw my dad was argue with heri feel sad,i dun hope they argue coz of meshe straight away fetch my bro 2 skul n she really dun care bout megt sum feel like let ppl abandon at tat time,i really thk tat i was jus like a adapted childparent dun care bout mei really din on9 at night,i slp late is coz i do my hwi was study-ing,fight-ing for my futurey she cant understand mekept on saying i play game till nightn cant wake up at the morningshe nv understanding me onceshe really tot study is a easy thg??!!!everyday i was struggling tati dunno izzit make a right choicewhen i walk toward 2 my dad's cari started cryingwhen i was in car,my dad still say sth let me hearn i really cant control myselfi was crying in the carduring tat time mayb my dad saw tat n he stop talking anymorewhen i reach skuli cried till my eyes was swell n redwhen walk bak 2 class my fren ask me wat happen 2 mei oso dunno y i crying out n cant stop it osoafter i cry outi feel much better but really vy shy la!!!!!!the 2nd time i cry in skuln let so many ppl saw tat........fish die la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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